"Mar shathe ghumai (I sleep with Ma)...." was Pintu's reply, when I asked, where do you sleep these days. At first I didn’t get it. I asked again : "No I mean, where do you sleep these days ?" "Mar shaathe (with Ma)," he replied again. "What do you mean-I asked Pintu, my younger brother. "Everynight, Ma comes and sleeps beside me. I can feel her presence. Morning I just open the window and she leaves. I am telling you the truth," he was trying to convince me. Our mother died on November 24, 2008. My brother is --"mentally retarded," so we say. Since childhood, his life had revolved around Ma. When he was a kid, I had named him--- Ma boleche (Ma said so). Whenever he wanted something, he would make Ma agree to his terms and then mount pressure on me and Baba. He would then say --- "Ma boleche." Ma died and life moved on. I moved on. Three days after Ma expired, I was back in Delhi following the Mumbai terror attack....